Friday 30 October 2015

2015 Hawaii Ironman World Championship: Onipa'a

I headed to Hawaii for my second time to race in Kona.  My poor run in Coeur D' Alene was still fresh in my head.  However I had trained hard, had no injuries, and felt ready to race.  I felt honored to be able to compete with amazing pro athletes and the top age groupers in the world.  I don't know if knowing the course gave me more confidence or made me more nervous.  I knew it would be a challenging course with the potential of being a hot windy day.  So the  theme of the Kona Ironman World Championship this year was very fitting for this course.  The theme was Onipa'a.  Onipa'a is a Hawaiian word meaning "the strength to remain steadfast, resilient and resolute."  I tried my best to embrace this theme throughout my race and master the art of suffering.


The short version of my race is I finished better than last year.  My swim time was about the same as the previous year.  The bike I felt fairly strong until the last 30 miles into the headwind.  On the run I quickly settled into a good pace for the first 13 miles then struggled to maintain my pace for the last 13.

2014 results
Swim 1:10:26  Bike 6:08:00  Run 3:38:03  T1 3:23  T2 3:44
14th division, 117th gender, 959 overall

2015 results
Swim 1:10:57  Bike 5:51:26  Run 3:36:05  T1 3:08  T2 3:59
15th division, 73rd gender, 812 overall


Now for the long version of my race.

PRE-RACE
My coworkers at Huntsman are amazing!  We were short staffed and so I could not take time off of work.  However my coworkers picked up some extra shifts so that I could do what I love and race in Kona.  They followed me and I came back to work and saw that they had been tracking my progress and had posted all my results in the break room.

After qualifying for Kona, Dimond bicycles reached out to me, inviting me to be a part of their team.  I ended up buying a bike from them to replace the one I had stolen in May.  I received it three weeks prior to racing.  I quickly tried to familiarize myself with the feel of the bike, make fit adjustments, and figure out the best way to carry my hydration and fuel.  The bike was fast and smooth.  I was a little nervous about racing on a bike I did not put in a ton of miles on, however it worked out well.

I arrived to Hawaii on Tuesday, afternoon.  That evening the Dimond technicians put together and tuned up my bike.  It was nice to know if I had any bike problems the Dimond team would be there for me.

Wednesday morning I was able to meet up with my friend Emily in the picture to the left.  We went for a morning swim. The ocean water was crystal clear.  All the beautiful, colorful fish made swimming fun.  As we swam out with the waves I was hoping to see dolphins, like the previous year.  But I wasn't as lucky this year.   After the swim I checked in and grabbed all my transition bags.  The race was seeming more real instead of just a dream. I found a good deal on Rudy helmets and bought a new helmet.  My new bike helmet looked super cool and I loved the visor accessory.  I hate sun glasses, and the new helmet had a built in visor.  I know it really isn't my style, but I was excited and felt fast with my helmet on.

Thursday the Dimond team provided their athletes with a breakfast and we went for an easy bike ride.  On the ride I actually lost a water bottle from my front water cage.  On my new bike my aero bars were wider and didn't hold my water bottles as tightly.  I debated about changing my hydration system.  However, I decided not to change and to try to pay attention to my water bottle to make sure this didn't happen.

That night I met up with my friend Sue another athlete from Salt Lake City, and we attended the athlete's dinner.  It was a fun way to relax with other athlete's.  They introduced the theme Onipa'a.  Watching all the Hawaiian dancers and fire dancers was entertaining.  They also reviewed a number of  amazing female Ironman champions.



Friday I went for a brief ride and run to loosen up and make sure my bike was working.   For my run I went along a peaceful beach in Kona.  It was nice to not be on Alli'i drive and the Queen K with the hoards of athletes training.  Kona must be the most fit city in the world for a few weeks.  Then I met up with the Dimond team to check in together.  We were styling and checked in with a boom box and sun glasses.  There were photographers snapping pictures of our bikes as the volunteers were trying to move us quickly to the transition.  This was definitely not my style with my shy personality, but it was fun.

In Kona when you check in the bike you are assigned an assistant that escorts you through the green mats in transition.  I racked my bike wheels into the wooden slots.  The bikes were very close together, creating a sea of bikes.  I tried to remember which row I needed to turn down after the swim to find my bike.  Then I was escorted to the transition bag racks.  I hung my bags with thousands of other bags hoping I would remember the row to run down to grab my bag on race day.  I chatted with my coach over the phone, which was helpful.  Even though it was my 12th Ironman I was still nervous and needed some reassurance.  I was ready.

Friday night I picked up my brother from the airport.  I loved having him cheer and support me on race day.  It meant a lot to me that even as a poor college student he came to see me race.  I ate a small meal with him and went to bed early.

RACE MORNING

I slept amazing well!  In fact I think it was the best sleep I had prior to an Ironman event.  At 4am I felt well rested.  I prepared for the race and had a bite to eat.  Whenever I put on my race jersey adrenaline rushes through me.  I was a little nervous because I didn't have a bowel movement, especially with all my GI issues on race day.  My brother and I packed into the car.  To the left is my brother.  We actually found some free parking near the race start.  It was my lucky day.




 Last year I remember waiting in line for awhile to have my number tattoo placed.  So I arrived earlier this year.  It went much quicker, maybe they had more volunteers or I beat the crowd.  But I was happy that it was quicker.  Then I had to be weighed in.  I never weigh myself and I did not want to know my race weight, and tried to avoid looking but saw the number.  I wondered if it was a good racing weight for me or not.  I wondered how much of the weight was carb loading and hydration.  All right focus, only worry about what you can control on race day.  I headed to my bike looking for a pump.  Some races there are only a few pumps, and it takes a lot of waiting to use a pump.  Thankfully there were plenty.  Then I put all my nutrition on my bike!  Loved it finally no more worrying about how much nutrition to put on my bike and what to use for fuel.  I know I should have figured this out months ago, but I tend to procrastinate stressful things.  I finally had an urge to have a bowel movement!  Yes, one less thing to worry about.
I found my friend Emily!  She was relaxing and stretching under a tree and I joined her. It was such a boost to see her excited and nervous at the same time.   In transition we watched the pros start, I put on my skin suit and warmed up a little.  I exited the swim and saw there was enough time to get in again, I wanted to make sure my goggles were not fogging and it was nice to get out some of the pre-race jitters.

SWIM

The females were the last wave.  I was grateful to not swim with the larger group of males.  The females clustered in together, swimming to the deep water start. Before the gun went off, my foot was kicked by somebody spraining my toe.   I wondered how this would affect my run, I told myself to only worry about the swim.   I pushed my way to the front where a ton of suffers, kayaks and paddle-boarders were trying to make sure we didn't inch forward past the starting line.  A volunteer job I do not envy with so many competitive anxious athletes.  I tried to position myself near the front so I didn't have to swim through a ton of swimmers and hoped I might find a fast swimmer to follow.  I took a deep breathe trying to relax and spend as little energy as possible treading water.  I felt like I had found some space at the starting line but then they asked us to squeeze in closer together to make way for the pro-males.  We squished in together and finally the cannon went off.  We took off in a massive violent surge.   I have never enjoyed this part of open water swims.  I did have my goggles kicked and was thankful they were secure under my cap and my timing chip was safety pinned.  After 20 minutes the crowd thinned out a little and it was more enjoyable.  I actually found the swim spread out and it was more difficult than I had anticipated to draft.  I let my mind wander a little and wondered if I might see any sea creatures like dolphins, however I ended up just seeing other swimmers.   I followed the buoys to the half way point around two boats.  As we made the turn around the boats we started to catch some of the slower males and it turned into a maze.  I meandered my way through bodies hoping I was swimming semi straight.  I loved knowing I was on the home stretch of the swim and tried to pull powerfully through the waves.   After a while I wondered why it seemed to take so long to get back to shore but then tried to focus on pulling again.  Finally we reached the stairs exiting the swim.

T1
I ran up the stairs to hoses to rinse out the salty water from my mouth.  The water tasted so good.  I probably stayed there too long drinking water and rinsing the salt off my body.  I easily found my transition bags thanks to the help of the volunteers and entered the crowded changing tent, where I stripped off my swimming skin suit and put on my bike shoes.  I ran onto the green mats and actually slipped.  I remembered they were slippery from last year.  Maybe next year I will learn how to do a flying mount, so I can keep my shoes mounted on my bike.  The whole flying mount kind of scares me though.  I picked myself from the ground and ran a little more cautiously to my bike and put on my new bike helmet. My new bike and helmet were so elegant looking, too bad I couldn't take more time to admire. I quickly put on my new helmet and exited transition.

Bike
I biked into the cheering crowd and cowbells pumped up.  It was such an adrenaline rush, I tried to remind myself that I still had 112 miles to bike.  I love pushing hard and strong, but have learned I need to save energy for the marathon.  I biked up Palani and soon found my brother cheering for me.  I waved to him.   I actually did not feel great after the swim, which helped me control my pace.  I remember reading in Chrissie Wellington's book, A Life Without Limits, that when she does not feel good she smiles, so I smiled.  I kept a consistent effort and started to fall into my biking groove turning on the Queen K.   The peace away from the crowded cheering city allowed me to focus on my nutrition plan.  Every 20 minutes I had a gu, or some chomps, while enjoying the black lava rocks and ocean scenery.  The frequent aide stations in Kona are amazing.  They space out the water, Gatorade and nutrition so it is easier to grab without slowing down for uncoordinated athletes.  I kept making sure I was not losing my front water bottle.  Placing the water bottle in the back behind my seat was a little difficult and I found the Gatorade bottles worked better in the back.  I think I will get better at this with more practice.  I was super nervous about receiving a bike penalty and focused on staying a 5 bike distance behind other athletes, passing quickly and moving back to the right.

Along the Queen K, I saw the top male pro pushing hard in front of a pack of racers.  Soon the top females zoomed by.   Dang they are fast!  It was inspiring.  As I turned up to Hawi the wind picked up.  It is a slight uphill, it reminded me of emigration canyon at home.  Many times I rode up the windy canyon with my friend Ruthie and I thought to myself, "No problem, this is just another emigration ride."   It stated to rain a little on the ascent and descent.  I loved my visor on my helmet, my visor did not fog up with the rain.  I was worried about the roads being slick, on the descent, and so I was a little cautious.  However this was my favorite part of the ride.  I knew the bike ride was half way over.  I felt strong and my bike was handling well with the crosswinds.  I tucked in and pedaled hard passing many people.  Maybe I pushed a little too hard but I felt strong and enjoyed the ride.

The cloud cover quickly disappeared and the roads dried.  The sun reflecting against the black lava rocks was like a sauna, but the heat was not bothering me.  I remember one athlete complaining about loosing the cloud cover and how hot it was.  I learned later it was one of the hottest races in Kona.   I think my heat training the last few weeks prior to Kona helped me out.  As we turned onto the Queen K we turned into a strong head wing.  This was hard, I watched people past me and struggled.  I am super thankful to an athlete who made me aware that I almost lost a water bottle in my cage behind my seat, quickly I secured the water bottle.  I was thankful I didn't litter and would not have a chance of a littering violation.  I saw my friend Emily pass me and surged briefly with some inspiration, but I was still struggling.  I smiled and then thought of a song that I didn't know all the words to, but sang the chorus which helped forget about the suffering.  I grabbed some coke at an aide station and started to feel a little better with 10 miles to go and finished strong.

T2
As I approached transition I debated about how to dismount.   Last year I left my shoes on my bike and did a flying dismount.  This year I didn't want to fall with my new bike, which happened to me one Ironman.  I also was nervous about the flying dismount with the water bottle cages behind my seat.  I opted for the safest option.  Once again I was running on the slippery green mats with my bike shoes on.  Thankfully this time I didn't fall!  Finally I reached the transition bags and entered the crowded changing tent and put on my running shoes.  I was super excited for the amino acid drink I put in the transition bag in the morning.  One sip and such a disappointment.  The drink had been made into a hot tea being baked in the sun.   My next task was to find sunscreen.  I quickly looked for the sunscreen station and gave up, too anxious to start running  Leaving transition I heard somebody call my name.  I looked at all the volunteers and couldn't identify who it was, but assumed it was Sue's friend Sandy who was volunteering.  It was so nice to hear somebody cheering for me.

RUN
I ran out of transition into the awesome cheering crowd.  I felt on top of the world, I looked down at my watch. 7:30.  I knew this pace was too fast for me so I backed off a little.  My plan was to run the first mile at 8:30 and ran my first mile at 8:00.  I enjoyed all the people cheering along Ali'i drive.   At mile 3 I used a porta-potty and continued on with a good pace. I appreciated all the hoses to cool down my body.   I saw Emily out on Ali'i drive looking super strong, we exchanged encouraging words.  After about 10 miles we turned up the Palani hill and I found my brother cheering for me and smiled.

For the race I wore an SOAS racing kit.  I had multiple cheers from the SOAS team, which was uplifting.  I saw a few Dimond team members cheering for me and it was nice to have Wes and Tom from Salt Lake cheering for me also.

After Palani, we turned onto the Queen K, I still felt strong and ran to a crowd of maybe 15 people who were doing the wave, I did it a few times with them and felt invigorated.  The first 13 miles went by quickly, however I knew I was bonking.  My feet were on fire and I knew I had some blisters  My GI system was no longer happy with me.  I focused on little things like swinging my arms and a quick turn over.  I knew we had to turn off the Queen K to the energy lab at mile 16.  The energy lab seemed to take forever to reach.  Finally I reached the energy lab and happily turned off the Queen K.  Heading downhill through the energy lab it was much easier to keep a good pace.  However I knew it would be a struggle coming back up.  On the way down I found my friend Emily again, I waved and knew I had to be mentally strong just like Emily.  As I turned up hill I again turned to the song I had in my head on the bike which helped me forget about my fatigue.

At the top of the the energy lab I had some red bull which helped me gain some energy. I headed up the last hill on the Queen K around mile 25.  The end was in sight and I knew I could finish.  The last mile was downhill and I mustered up all my strength for one last surge.  Here is me running down the finisher chute.  It always nice to have enough energy to finish strong.  As I crossed the finish line I lifted my arms, smiled and had the song in my head that helped me make it through my race.  I kept running through the finish line attempting to travel past the cameras that show up on the on-line feed before collapsing with mental and physical exhaustion.  I was led to the medical tent.  I am so thankful for the medic volunteers after the Ironman races!  I started to realize how fatigued I was.  My poor body was a little beat up; my feet were blistered feet and I was burned, chaffed, and dehydrated.  I knew that I had pushed my hardest and executed my race to the best of my ability.  I think I am most excited about my run.  I always love having a good run.  Qualifying for Boston at Kona is always exciting.   Kona is a magical place.  The spectators, volunteers, athletes, and organization of the race make it special.

Thanks you to all my friends and family who support me and help me achieve my goals.  I appreciated all the good luck wishes sent to me.  Thanks to my coach Cherell with Braveheart Coaching  Salt Lake City and the Dimond Bike technicians and team.  Mahalo!





Saturday 25 July 2015

Melting in the Heat


PRE-RACEE
This is my third time racing in Ironman Coeur D' Alene (CDA).   I love racing in CDA!  The volunteers are amazing!  The scenery is awesome.  This year however, was the hottest race I have ever raced, with temperatures reaching over 100 degrees.  I remembered being cold in my previous races in CDA.  This race was definitely different. The race directors even moved the start time of the race forward by an hour, to decrease the amount of time in the heat. 












GOALS
Have a solid swim, bike, run. 
Start slow the first half on the bike and run
Have fun and stay hydrated




SWIM
Race morning: I woke up at 3:45, to eat and prepare for the race with my friends Mike and Joe who were both racing.  I was excited and nervous.  The 2.4 mile swim started at Lake CDA on the sandy beaches of a city park.  It consisted of two counterclockwise loops.  Lake CDA is beautiful and has clear water!   I swam a 1:04, which is a good time for me despite a few issues.  There are a few things I would do differently next race.  First I would rinse my googles a little better.  Having baby shampoo in your goggles during the swim will irritate your eyes.  Second, I would do more shoulder stretches and rotator cuff strengthening to help prevent shoulder aches.  Lastly, I would wear a sleeveless wetsuit when the water is this warm.



BIKE
I started out slow on the bike to conserve energy for the marathon.  The first half of the bike, the temperatures were perfect.  We headed out east of the city along the beautiful lake.  Then, we headed onto US-95, west of CDA into more hilly terrain.  I felt strong and good.  The second half of the bike, you could feel the temperatures climbing.  I tried to drink as much as I could throughout the bike course.  Around mile 80, I started to feel the heat.  I changed my tactics and used a lower gear up the hills to conserve my energy for the marathon.  It was fun to see so many familiar athletes racing from Salt Lake City and my friends Mike and Joe.  There were some amazing cheerleaders out there too!  Overall, I felt I had raced well on the bike and felt ready to run.



RUN
In transition, I had the volunteers put sunscreen on my shoulders, to prevent my shoulders from burning in the scorching heat.   On the first mile, I didn't want to run faster than 8:30, to try to pace myself for a marathon in 100+ degrees.  Then, Ashley, an athlete from SLC, passed me running at a faster pace!  She was so inspiring to watch.  At mile 3, I could definitely feel the heat.  I was super jealous of this guy with a water bottle that was running next to me, who filled it up at the aide stations.  At mile 5, I started to have diarrhea.  I thought, "No problem, I have dealt with this before".  But, at mile 10, I started feeling super hot.  I saw Ali, a pro triathlete from SLC, cheering for me.  I told her that it was hot.  She told me that it was ok and said, "You are tough".  Love Ali!  Somewhere along the way, I started feeling the blisters on my feet.  At mile 13, I was feeling light headed.  I thought to myself I need to finish the race, I need to drink as much as I can at the aide stations, and walk the hills to finish.  The next hot marathon I run I will walk through the aide stations from the start of the marathon to more adequately hydrate. Soon, I passed BJ, another amazing athlete from SLC.  BJ smiling offered encouraging words, "Way to go K!"  He is always so positive despite terrible heat conditions and not having a good race.  The last 5 miles, this very nice gentleman who was on his first loop decided to run with me.  It was super nice!!  He talked to me about some of the ultra running races he had done.  It helped pass the time when I felt miserable.  I paced off of him and he helped me make it to the finish line.  After I finished, I shortly saw my friend Mike and he helped me to the med tent, where I received some IV fluids.  My parents were also there waiting for me to get out of the med tent; I was happy to see them. I think the heat definitely affected my race.  Definitely, my worst run, but I am glad to have finished. 
 

RESULTS
I had a solid swim and bike ride!  The marathon was the slowest I have ever ran.  I became dehydrated despite my efforts of trying to stay on top of my liquid intake on the bike and the run.  I placed 3rd place in my age group which will allow me to complete in Kona on October 10.  I am excited about that!















SWIM DETAILS | Division Rank: 6
SPLIT NAMEDISTANCESPLIT TIMERACE TIMEPACEDIVISION RANKGENDER RANK
OVERALL RANK
Total2.4 mi01:04:3301:04:33
01:40/100m
645
258
BIKE DETAILS | Division Rank: 4
SPLIT NAMEDISTANCESPLIT TIMERACE TIMEPACE
DIVISION RANK
GENDER RANK
OVERALL RANK
Total112 mi05:41:3306:49:04
19.68 mph
4
24
178
RUN DETAILS | Division Rank: 3
SPLIT NAMEDISTANCESPLIT TIMERACE TIME
PACE
DIVISION RANK
GENDER RANK
OVERALL RANK
Total26.2 mi04:25:4911:17:15
10:08/mi
3
31
154

Transition Details
T1: Swim-to-bike00:02:58
T2: Bike-to-run00:02:22






CDA was a race where I just didn’t perform the way I had hoped, or know that I could have performed.  I melted down physically and mentally in the CDA heat.  It was hard, because I felt like the last two Ironmans, I have nailed the marathon and thought I had learned how not to have a bad run.


When I have a bad race like CDA,  I try to remember my journey to where I am and to take pride in my training and my race effort.  I also took a brief break from triathlons to enjoy climbing :).  Bad races always help me fully appreciate when I have a good race.  I am thankful for so many people who helped me be race ready for CDA, including my coach Cherell Jordin from Braveheart Coaching and Bradley Gehrig at Elevation Endurance for all the indoor training through the winter.  I am grateful for friends who despite my bad race still love me and are proud of my effort.  Now, I just need to dig deep and have a vision of what can happen in another race.  Time to start training for Kona!

Sunday 17 May 2015

The Mind Games of Racing Ironman St George

Saint George Half Ironman 5/2/15

Top 35-39 Female Age Groupers

PRE RACE ANXIETY
Saint George has always been a tough course for me.  When I did my 3rd Ironman in Saint George I wasn't prepared mentally for all the hills, and the freezing cold water.  The next year I crashed a few days before the race and needed a new seat, helmet and seat post.  I also had a flat tire in the first 15 miles of the race.  My friend Jen gave me the motto that "I rock at hills".  However I felt horrible all day.  The following year after surviving the crazy windy swim, my shifter broke half way through the bike ride and I was unable to finish.  This was one of the most disheartening races.  Then they changed the course to a half Ironman.  I still had a rough time with the hills and thought that running on hills was a great weakness.  I also thought I was not meant to race early in the tri season.  However, last year I finally had a good race in Saint George.  So I was thinking of not racing this year and leaving the race feeling good about my performance.  However, I love how close Saint George is to Salt Lake.  The beauty of the course keeps pulling me back year after year.  Also the volunteers at this race are amazing.

Two weeks before the race, I had my car stolen during a run after a long bike ride.  My bike, phone, and wallet were inside the car and were also stolen.  Such an emotional and stressful ordeal.  I had an old frame I never sold and had some friends help me make it race ready.  I rode twice on the bike before heading to Saint George.  The day before the race around 2pm at Sand Hollow I did a little bike ride and the shifter broke.  Seriously I thought to myself, maybe I am just not meant to race.  Thankfully the Red Cliffs bike shop was able to make my shifter functional, by applying a lot pressure sideways and down.  I was worried about the shifter but decided to race anyway.  I have dealt with stress before in Saint George, just try to relax.  I talked with a few friends and my coach which always helps calm my nerves.

GOALS
My goal is always to have a good race, and to improve from last year.  Last year I had a really bad swim with a lot of goggle issues.  I have been working hard on my swim, so I was hoping to have a better swim than last year.  I have worked hard all last year on my bike, and although my bike times were not great last year my run times were improving.  So I was really hoping to have a good bike split, even though I wan't sure how my bike would hold up.  My run I was hoping to finish strong, and to feel good on the last half.

RACE
The weather seemed perfect.  My swim start was at 7:51 so I started about an hour later than the pros.  It was fun  to watch all the strong pros exit the water and transition to the bike.   The water temps were in the 60s.  I focused on my pull for the swim, had no google issues, and felt fairly good.  I never time my swim, but it felt like a solid swim.


Running Towards T1

For the bike I didn't put any expectations on myself.  I loved seeing Ashley (2nd overall female amateur) on the bike ride, who is always upbeat, and had sparkles around her numbers.  We kept passing each other throughout the ride.  I really enjoyed the bike!  The red rock scenery is amazing.  I  tried not to push myself too hard up the hills to save my legs for the run.  My shifter that was struggling survived, however when I started up snow Canyon on the path I was trying to shift into a harder gear and the other shifter would not shift.  Great! I thought to myself I have been performing well and now my bike will be ruined, when I get to the top of Snow Canyon I will not be able to shift into a harder gear.  Oh well just see what happens at least most of snow canyon is uphill.  The temps were rising, I could feel my head heating up Snow Canyon.  Thankfully at the top of the hill the shifter kicked in and worked.  I am so lucky!   So I enjoyed the ride down to Saint George.

I know the run course well and wanted to make sure I had enough energy to feel good after mile 7.   I told myself to stay relaxed.  So I started my shuffle up to red hills parkway.  I may have started a little too slow considering my last half was 53 sec/mile faster than the first half.  However it sure felt good to come home strong.  I had no GI issues which was awesome!  My run time was slower than last year but still happy about my race.  I am beginning to believe that , "I rock at hills"

Running Towards the Finish Line

RESULTS
4:53:31
I am happy with my race.  I reached my goals.  I have never placed 1st in my age group at an Ironman branded race.
1st in age group out of 142 (35-39 age group)
5th overall female amateur
142 out of 2586 athletes (overall rank includes men and women pros)

Swim 32:08      PR swim. Yay!
Bike 2:37:55.   Amazing that I biked 4min faster than last year!
Run 1:38:58     Not a PR, but ran well the last half of the race.  Always something to work on.

T1 3:14  Need to work on my swim to bike transition
T2 1:16  Good bike to run transition for me

LESSONS LEARNED 
How to prepare for the mind games on the Ironman Saint George Course

1) Prepare yourself for a hard race.  The water in Sand Hollow can be freezing cold and wavy.  There will be lots of hills both on the bike and the run.  Train and practice on the hills.  This is a hard half Ironman.  Realize that the course can be windy and hot, so you have to prepare yourself for the possibility of challenging weather.  Focus on things you can control.  Break down the course into segments and have mantras to help yourself endure.

2) "We cannot avoid suffering but we can choose how to cope with it, find meaning in it, and move forward." ~Victor E. Frankl.
I have had several bad races in St George, including a DNF.   To improve takes patience, hard work and a determination to keep working hard despite having a bad race.  Learn from failures and mistakes and use what you learn to make new goals.  Set goals that will push you out of your comfort zone, but at the same time not so big that it discourages you.  Enjoy the journey and the little successes in training.

3) "You are what you think. You are what you go for. You are what you do!" ~ Bob Richards.
In my mind, I thought that running on hills was a great weakness. Things started to turnaround when I started to believe that "I rock at hills". I am very grateful for my friend Jen for giving me this motto. Now, every time I run up a hill, I think I rock at it.

4) Coaches are invaluable resources. The night before my race, I called my coach and she helped me prepare mentally for the race. Equally, important is your friends. I could have never have made it through the emotional and stressful ordeal of having my bike stolen, finding a new bike, dealing with a broken shifter before the race on my own.  They help you when you need it the most. I am very thankful to have them in my life.

5) Enjoy the race! Enjoy the athletes, the atmosphere, and the volunteers.  Relax and trust in your training. It is an opportunity to test your limits and surprise yourself.

I hope you never find yourself with a stolen car, a stolen bike, a broken shifter, a flat tire, a dropped chain, a lot of bad things... if you do, call me and I will help you through it. :)


Lastly, thank you to Brave Heart Coaching Salt Lake City for the coaching and Elevation Endurance for all the bike classes.

Brave Heart Athletes

Saturday 22 November 2014

Ho’omau Kona 2014

"Ho'omau reminds us that to overcome our challenges, we must go forth with determination, perseverance and endurance. As you face and overcome challenges, remain courageous and maintain purpose. Pursue your dreams, push past obstacles and soar with unwavering faith and firm resolution.

You will find your way home." ~ Kona 2014 theme



It all started out as a bucket list goal. I signed up for my first Ironman with Deb in 2008. My friend Deb convinced me to do another one in 2009. In 2010, I wanted a bigger challenge and my dream turned into competing at the IRONMAN World Championships in Kona, HI. By 2013, my dream of qualifying came true! It was a long journey; 7 years in the making. Lots of good and bad workouts/races. I have many fond memories of training partners. I have faced fears and humbled myself to push past my limits. There were also some disappointments that were heart breaking almost to the point of quitting. However, I am very honored and happy to finally live the dream of participating as an athlete in Kona on October 14, 2014.



Pre Race:
The alarm went off at 3:45am on race morning. I slept pretty good the night before, only waking up a few times. Once out of bed I made my typical race breakfast, oatmeal and a banana. My friend Cathy and I drove down to the transition area and I headed to drop off my special needs bags. I handed my transition bags to the race volunteers and continued on to body marking, well actually tattoos this year. We also did a weigh in. After weigh-in, I walked into the transition area passing the pro area. It still amazes me seeing athletes like Craig Alexander, Mirinda Carfrae, and others up close and personal. Once at my bike, I put my bottles on their cages. I pumped up my tires and waited in line for the portapoties. The pro men started the race 35 minutes before the AG women. We stood for the national anthem and heard the cannon go off for the pro men’s start. Somebody helped zip up my speed suit and I did a warm-up swim, then made my way down the stairs into the water. The start was about 200m out from the beach. I made my way to the front of the start line, between the TYR sign and the pier. As more and more women crowded the deep water start, I told myself to stay calm. It was super nice to be separated from the men! I knew I was surrounded by the best and fastest triathletes in the world. It was a pretty windy morning so there were plenty of swells out on the course, it would be a tough race.

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SWIM

The cannon sounded for the females, I only had a few bumps and my goggles kicked once. I started to lock into my pace and found some feet to swim behind. I still occasionally picked my head up to find the next buoy, but my main focus was just staying with the swimmer next to me to reduce the amount of sighting required and to take advantage of any possible draft. There was great scenery below us for the first half tons of fish and coral. The 1.2 mile swim out felt like forever. I kept looking for the big boat at the turn-around, but never seemed to get closer. Finally, we reached the boat. The way back to shore was a lot more rough than the way out. I still felt strong and began passing people, and caught up to the men, who were definitely more physical than the females. I enjoyed rolling with the waves. About a quarter mile from shore, we started to funnel together and I made my way up the stairs into T1. I never turn on my watch, and so I had no idea how my swim was, I just focused on the next task transition.

Swim: 1:10:26, 25th in my age group

T1: 3:23

I quickly rinsed the salt water out of my mouth. I grabbed my bag and ran into the change tent. Wow, it was packed! I snagged a chair right by the entrance and began putting my bike shoes on. The green mat was super slippery with the bike shoes on. In the future, I'll keep my shoes on my bike next time. I forgot to grab my nutrition and ran around searching for my bike. I put on my helmet and started to the mount line.


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BIKE
I mounted the bike and headed up the short hill of Palani. I saw my friend Cathy, my parents and some other Salt Lake folks cheering me on. I tend to start out too fast on my bike rides, so this race I tried to really relax, and avoid following the adrenaline filled crowd. The first few miles of the race were an out and back. After the out and back section we headed out on the Queen K Highway. The wind welcomed us almost immediately. I embraced the wind, expecting windy conditions. For the next 30 miles I battled the headwind along with trying to stay out of the draft of the other riders. Afterwards I would discover that the course had the worse winds in 15 years. Besides the wind, it was pretty hot out. I did my best to stay on top of my nutrition and water intake. I took a GU gel or half a bonk breaker every 30 minutes on the bike. I needed to grab these at the aide stations, because I left my nutrition in the transition bag.. The wind was so strong so at times it was hard to take my hands off my aero bars to drink or eat. At every aid station, I grabbed a bottle of water. I poured some of it on my head, to help keep me cool. I also had salt tablets every hour. My stomach was not happy with me during the bike ride, I always have stomach issues. I think some people are blessed with strong stomachs. Unfortunately I am not one of those people I have learned to expect bloating and diarrhea, and deal with them the best I can. As we made the turn at Kawaihae, we received a reprieve from the wind. Then started the 20 mile windy gradual climb up to Hawi, the turn-around point. The wind was so strong at points so I leaned my whole body into the wind to counterbalance. Finally I reached Hawi, I was determined to push hard on my way back. I felt strong descending the hills despite the crosswinds, and passed a ton of people. Then we made the turn at Kawaihae and back into the headwind and crosswinds. I just kept my head down and fought the wind the best I could. I came back into town and was excited to get off the bike.



Bike: 6:08:00, 24th in my age group

T2: 3:44

Getting off the bike, I could tell the wind had done some damage to my legs. They felt heavy running through the transition area. I grabbed my bag and entered the change tent. I grabbed a chair and took a little extra time putting on my socks and shoes. At some point during this change, I dropped my salt tablets without knowing. I ran out of transition and onto the run course.


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RUN
The run began with a short hill and then a 5 mile out and back (10 miles total) down the famous Ali’i Drive. My goal going into the day was to hold between an 8:00 and 8:30 average pace for the first 10 miles of the run. I knew the first 10 miles were the flattest. I started my marathon shuffle and kept telling myself to keep it easy, this just like a 20 mile training run. Heading out on Alii drive I saw two Utah athletes Chuck and Katy we exchanged greetings and they both looked strong! Around mile 5 some lady from France passed me with a great cadence. I quickly jumped behind her and paced off of her. Throughout the race we kept passing each other, which was super nice! Heading back on Ali'i drive I saw two more athletes from Utah Ironman Cowboy and Kara, we exchanged greetings and encouraged each other. AT the end of Ali'i drive we turned up the infamous hill of Palani Rd. I started up the hill and felt amazingly great! I saw my friend Cathy, my parents and Cherrel. I passed my French running pacer. The support from volunteers and spectators was amazing! Soon I reached the lonely Queen K Highway. My running pacer passed me again on the queen K. I did meet the last two athletes from Utah on the Queen K, I saw my coach BJ and Cameron heading back and was a little jealous that they were much closer to the end of the race than me. There was no shade, but luckily, there was some cloud cover to help reduce some of the heat. I ran mile by mile, just trying to keep a good pace. Eventually I approached the Energy Lab, I had heard so many stories about the heat and bareness of the Energy Lab. I passed my running pacer again. It was the highlight of my run. The volunteers in this area were extraordinary. The turn-around seem to take forever to reach, but I made it and knew that I only had 8 miles left to go. There were a few Red Bull tents in the Energy Lab so I decided to take a few cups. The climb out of the Energy Lab was tough, my pace fell beyond 8:00 min/mile, and my French running mate passed me again. I was able to pick up my pace afterwards. Around mile 20, I was fairly fatigued. I knew I only had 6miles left and just kept moving, I did pass my pacing partner one last time. The last steep hill was pretty tough, I just told myself to keep moving forward and I rock at hills. I ran back into town and down the hill on Palani Rd. I began to soak up all the cheers from the crowd and volunteers. we turned off Palani and I was super fatigued, I saw my parents and struggled to smile. Finally, I adjusted my race bib as I made the final turn down Ali’i drive. There were thousands of spectators, and I sprinted to the end. I came into the finish chute and I lifted my arms in victory.

It was the IRONMAN WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP! The moment was a summation of 7 years of IM training, day dreaming, racing, accomplishments, setbacks and sacrifices. It was all worth it. After 11 hours of racing, I had accomplished one of my biggest dreams. The race was hard and still far from a perfect race, but I’m proud and humbled to have had the chance to race on the biggest stage in the world with my friends and family cheering me on from near and afar. I felt the love all day long!



Run: 3:38:04 (14th in my age group)
Total Time 11:03:36, 14th in age group



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Post-Race: After crossing the finish line, I immediately collapsed. I told the volunteers that I was fine however, I ended up at the med tent. Somehow I lost 7 pounds from the race. I got an IV and when I got my strength back, walked towards the post-race yummy treats., malasadas!

Thanks again to everyone who has helped me along this amazing journey over the past 7 years! It is amazing how much I have grown and changed since taking my first Ironman. There are so many people that have helped me along my journey it is almost impossible to thank them all.

Thank you to my coaches over the years!

Thank you to all my friends and relatives who’ve supported me! Your kind words, texts and Facebook posts!

Thank you to my training partners over the years! I knew absolutely nothing about the sport when I first started look at me now, I just raced in Kona. You’ve made training for these races the best part about IRONMAN.

Looking Ahead: Training for Kona is mentally, physically, and financially draining. However, there’s no way I’m finished. I’m just getting started. I know my biking will continue to build under the guidance of my coach and I plan to work on my swimming technique and running speed a lot this off-season. I hope to be more competitive next year.

I have worked with many inspiring nurses at Huntsman, and some of them threw me an awesome
                                  Hawaii party!  They even made me a Team Kathryn shirt :)


Pre Race Check in we received an awesome gear bag and  I also met on of my heroes Chrissie
                                    Wellington who wrote on my chart be awesome.



                                 Practice swim with my coach and we swam with dolphins!
                                                  Parade of Nations, with the Utah Crew.


Female Age Groupers Swim Start

                                                       Biking in the Lava Fields



At Kuakini Headed towards T2

Start of the Run

Infamous Palani with my running partner with pink shoes



My Parents


                                                           Finish Line!!

 Awards dinner with the three females competing in Utah all in the same state, same age group and
                                 we all have names that start with a K-Kathryn, Kara and Katy





Race Video Links
Female Age Group Swim Start
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhZIV9EEOm4

Kona Highlights
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cm5l3Y7WkQI

Wednesday 19 November 2014

Trans-Zion Trek 11/2014

So after training hard for Kona, I needed a break from triathlons.  I wanted to do something challenging.  The first snow in Salt Lake was coming, so I wanted to go down south and climb and hike in the sun.  Especially since I had 3 days off of work.   The more I started thinking about it I wanted to do something challenging and adventurous like the rim to rim to rim trail in Grand Canyon.  However, I didn't want to drive as far.  I asked the Wasatch Wranglers about any suggestions in Zion, and that is when I learned about the Trans-Zion trek.  The trail is about 48 miles and you can start and end in either Kolob or the East rim.  The only problem would be a ride.  I saw Zion Adventures had a shuttle, but you had to give them a week notice.  Out of the blue, my amazing friend volunteered to be my support for my adventure.  2 days before I left, I bought a hydration pack, and some trail running shoes that I have not used before.  I'm quite the planner!  After reading a few blogs I decided to travel East to West, hoping I might finish a little quicker, especially since the longest trail run I have done this year is about 13 miles on flatter terrain.  I made a map with an old Zion National Park Map, bought some nutrition, trail running shoes and a hydration pack.




Went to the Kolob visitor center, and learned about weather conditions - possible snow on Saturday night and sunny weather on Sunday, a high of 36 and wind gusts.  50 mph wind gusts... hmm well at least, I will not be on my bike in the wind I thought to myself.  They also told me all the springs were dried out.  Oh boy, not a lot I could do now.  I had to either go for it or hold off on the idea that would plague me for awhile.  This trip would be a lot more isolated the Grand Canyon rim, and there would be no halfway visitor center store and no cell phone service.   I stashed some water and gatorade at Hop Valley just in case I would miss my friend.



Then we traveled to the main Zion's entrance and watched the sunset.


 We went to the east rim trailhead and saw two trail runners who went west to east and finished in 11.5 hours.  They told me there was no snow, they were fine with shorts, and from Lava Point to the Grotto was a long stretch without water.  I really wanted to run in shorts, but looking at the forecast, it looked like the day I chose to run would be the coldest day in the week, so decided I better stick to tights.  My friend and I found a great place to camp just outside of the park entrance.  It was a windy night, we were looking at the stars, and it started to snow so I put the fly over the tent.  Oh boy was I in over my head, maybe.  I decided to wait to see how much snow was on the ground in the morning.  I did bring some spikes, but was worried about trail finding if it snowed too much..


When I woke up, it was cold however there was no snow on the ground! :)  My memory foam pillow was hard as a rock so it was not very useful.  The first thing I checked was to make sure I could drink out of the hydration pack, and it worked!  I decided to wear tights, my wool hat, ski gloves, ear cover and a neck warmer, short sleeve shirt, long sleeve shirt jacket and my biking windproof jacket.  The biking jacket was nice because I could use the pocket in the back for extra storage for my 13 hours worth of fuel.  I did bring some water purifying pills.  I used Vaseline to help with chaffing, but brought some body glide too.  We packed up the tent and everything into the car, my hands were cold, man I should have brought hand warmers.  Had half a tuna sandwich for breakfast and a pb and banana sandwich in the car, and drove to the trailhead.  The car said it was 16 degrees outside! I only filled up half of the hydration pack figuring I could replenish my water at the grotto.

I left the trailhead around 6:30, so I only needed a headlamp briefly.



East Rim Trail to the Grotto 6730 feet. 10.8 miles
The trail gradually ascended up 1000 feet on a sandy trail to the rim with views into Jolley Gulch and the east side slickrock areas. On the rim ran through a ponderosa forest on flatter ground for a few miles. After hiking over the rim of the canyon you sharply descend 2,300 feet down to the floor of Zion Canyon ending at Weeping Rock.  I loved running through echo canyon, although running on the sandstone was a little rough for me to move quickly and the trail was at times difficult to follow.  I was happy to be in this section in daylight, so I was able to see the rock cairns to help me navigate.

I decided to drink water and have 100 calories every half hour, just like I do in my ironmans.  So at the first half hour I tried sipping on some water but it was frozen.  Oh boy I spent the next 10 min trying to decide to run the 11 miles without water, but finally decided I needed to force myself to hydrate.  So I stopped took my hydration pack out.  The water in the main compartment was not frozen so I tried to open up the pack and sip water without spilling.  I decided I would continue this procedure every 30 minutes, even if I was feeling good.  This trail is too beautiful to not take any pictures while running through, maybe next time I can go without taking as many picture. I didn't see anybody until I was close to weeping rock and I saw a few people. At the base of the canyon, I saw a shuttle and decided to jump on for a ride to the Grotto-really didn't feel like running on the road..

At the Grotto I drank a bunch of fluid and filled up my 2 liter hydration pack and the straw was still frozen.  I used the bathroom at the Grotto, then headed up Angel's landing.


Grotto to Wildcat Canyon Trail (West Rim Trail). 14.2 miles 3000 feet of elevation gain
Started ascending up to Angels Landing.  Just past angels landing around scout lookout I met my friend, where we were in the sun and I had her take a picture.  

She decided to meet me in Hop Valley.  I gave her my ski gloves, stocking cap and continued with some light weight gloves and my ear warmers.  I was a little nervous about having enough water.... The trail continued upward through the sandstone until I reached a plateau.  The rest of the trail was mostly a sandy level trail with some great views to the west.  Up on the plateau I knew my hydration pack should be unfrozen.  I finally figured out the connection wasn't tight to the main compartment.  Ahh!!!  So much better!  I picked up my pace.  At mile 25 I felt like there was a rock in my shoe I looked and it was a blister because of sand. I think the small gaiters helped with keeping some of the sand out, but should have emptied it a little earlier.  Oh well, just keep going.  I looked at my watch I was at 7hours 15 minutes, traveling much slower than anticipated.  Too many pictures and trying to drink my water without spilling it.


Wildcat Canyon 4.7 miles 500 feet elevation loss
A mostly level section of a sandy trail that wanders through a pine forest, and an open meadow.  I was hoping not to see a wild cat.  The flat ground helped to continue a good pace, and the scenery did not have much to take pictures of, so I made pretty good time. The fall would be nice, because there would be leaves on the trees.  I was trying to conserve my water, because I was running low.


Connector Trail 3.9 miles 500 feet elevation loss
Continued heading west on a faint trail, through a forested plateau and then descended to an open valley passing a few random rock formations. Near the end of the trail there was a short sandstone trail section that added variety.  Finally crossed the Kolob Terrace Road and made it to the Hop Valley trailhead, were I met my friend! Yay :)


Hop Valley 6.6 miles
Had a PB and banana sandwich and a little coke, gatorade and refilled my hydration pack.  I felt amazing.   However the wind started picking up here... just like what the forecast said.   I reached a cattle gate, hopped over and started a descent into a beautiful valley with wide open views of the surrounding rock formations..  The trail was very sandy.  I think they named it Hop valley because you have to hop over the stream multiple times.  I wanted to get through this section before it grew dark.  There was no way to keep my feet dry.  I was worried my feet would be cold, but the sand would quickly dry off my feet....If I ever do the trail the other way, then I should bring extra socks. 


La Verkin Trail 6.5 miles
Gradual climb until the last few miles, where the trail steepens and my hydration froze.
Reached trail head in 13.5 hours.  I was done!  But my friend's car was not at the trailhead.  It was cold and windy, so I put on my windbreaker. I noticed snow and ice on the road. I realized that she couldn't make it up.  Mentally and physically I was drained.  My legs were exhausted.  I knew I had to quick moving to stay warm.  I started walking down the road, portions were super icy and ended up falling 3-4 times, and spraining my finger on one of the falls.  I swung my arms a lot to keep my upper body warm.  I was thirsty and hungry.  I had no water.  I had no food.  I reached another trailhead where I could see the city lights.  I knew I could make it to the city, so I kept moving.  After the bend, I saw some lights.  It was the lights from my friend's car.  Then I saw the gate... I couldn't bend my legs to go under the fence nor hop up the fence.  I stayed there to rest for a bit.

 Went to the side around the gate and hopped inside my friend's car with the heater on. So wonderful!  She gave me something to drink, some yummy sandwich, salad.... apple pie.  I felt so much better.